Things we think as children

I was thinking of things that children say, and things of when I was little.   Years ago when Autumn was really little, we took her to the pet store, and for some reason, they had taken all the baby rabbits and put them in a place with a pregnant pot belly pig, later that night, Sherry said Autumns’ prayer went something like this. God bless, Mommy and Daddy, Nana, Rere, Duck, that’s me, Dena, Andy, and God bless that poor ole big fat pig. After her prayer which was very serious, Sherry asked her did she know why the pig was so fat, and Autumn looked up at her and said “Yes, because she was having baby rabbits!” It’s funny the things we think when we are a child, I wish I knew or remembered some of my prayers when I was little, I still remember a few. Like when a car would go by and cast a shadow in my room, I thought that caused bad dreams, so each time I would see a shadow of a car, I would so “please God don’t let me have no bad dreams”, by the time I had fallen asleep, I think I must have been up to 100, please don’t let me have no bad dreams. Some things though which seem so great were exactly like I thought. I remember saying God thank you for that beautiful day we had and the way the wind made me feel happy, or how pretty the sky was today and all the colors of the crayons that I saw. We thought of Him as the owner and creator of everything. But now as an adult, I’m wondering today how would He describe Himself? I’ve always wanted to know that I think even as a little boy, I would say in my prayers, God just come down in a cloud and tell me it’s really you, or a bubble, or a talking fish. I know now He doesn’t come down in a cloud or a bubble, or even a talking fish, but He has revealed Himself to us in His word and in our Hearts. Listen really hard and you can hear him. I havn’t been so quiet lately, and I havn’t been listening as much as I could I know. But still sometimes in the night before I fall asleep I feel myself still as a little boy saying “make yourself real to me”, tell me what I’m supposed to do, I’m listening. Maybe I hear sometimes but I just can’t really hear, I’m just saying that I can. I do know that He is much more than the owner and creator of everything like I used to when I was young though.   He’s much much more!  I still feel like I’m trying really hard to find the quiet.  It’s cold and dreary out today, as it was yesterday, think I’m going to go home tonight after I drop off the food our church at RUCC collected for World Hunger Day to the food bank, and make some homemade chicken noodle, or vegi beef soup.  I’m going to enjoy my quiet time tonight.

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~ by deveil on NovemberUTCb000000pmMon, 07 Nov 2011 15:09:35 +000011 19, 2007.

One Response to “Things we think as children”

  1. I enjoy your reflective and introspective entries.

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