Thoughts of one of my favorite places

Picture from Hometown

I visited one of my favorite spots a few weeks ago after a photoshoot at the beach at sunset, the night after the trip to the zoo. Here I visit a once favorite spot, in search of peace of mind.  This vast Ocean understood me and didn’t dismiss me with impatience or refuse to listen.  This is the spot when I was 5 or 6 that my first thought of happiness began, with Papa, he took us here, and would get out in the Ocean and turn flips in the passing waves.  At that time there was a big pier here.  This place has been my thinking place since I’ve been in Jacksonville.  Papa said “All your answers Lie here” as he said with outstretched arms.  So many days I walked here trying to figure out what he meant.  I came here years ago after the end of a relationship and said I give up, I won’t ever know what he meant.  I told myself I’d never come again.  Then I made a friend that lived right by the spot where the pier was.  This was almost four years ago.  When he moved there we took a walk on the beach and the next thing I knew I was by the pier again, feeling very much at home.  Thinking once again maybe I would find out.  They tore the pier down a month later, but I still go to this spot.  It wasn’t the pier Papa was talking about it was something much bigger.  I remember touching what was left of the pier before they tore it down.  I touched it as if it were my only friend and possessed the answers to all my problems.  I stayed there  for a long while waiting for answers.  The pier is gone now, just these little markers left.  I still go here for answers, how ironic that I live right here in the place where Papa said all the answers would be found here.  I took anothher look on the beach, and realize now it wasn’t just the beach he meant when he said that with outstretched arms like I thought years ago.   It is wherever you are, the river, the Ocean, the desert, it’s looking out and finding the beauty wherever you are in life’s journey.   I’ll be taking some pictures around my new neighborhood soon, I’m enjoying scanning the new landscape I’m in, I really love the area.


~ by deveil on AprilUTCb000000pmMon, 07 Apr 2008 21:58:40 +000008 19, 2007.

5 Responses to “Thoughts of one of my favorite places”

  1. Breathtaking Derek!! Simply is!

  2. you are a fortunate man to have a Sacred Space like this one.

  3. The ocean (along the rocky shores of Maine for me) is a marvelous place for thought and reflection. It’s been too long. Way to long.

  4. Sounds like a peaceful place. Amazing photo Derek! I need to hire you as my personal photographer 😉

  5. […] Here I visit a once favorite spot, in search of peace of mind.? This vast Ocean understood me and Coast Happenings The Florida […]

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